I'm glad that things somehow go in a way you plan but having to go to a university like this was not something anyone would wish for. Initially i was supposed to go to another university, maybe my dream university or so i thought, i already did the university application and it was to my utter dismay that i was accepted into the university, anyways that was just me thinking it would remain like that.
I am in a mess or perhaps that word is not intense enough to show my deepest regrets and everlasting problems I'm facing now in university. As thoughtful as everything might be, its not exactly too perfect to call it perfect. As the saying goes" birds without feathers flop together". If someone eventually tells you what type of life to live, then it shows how they put pressure in you and lower your self esteem.And in this sense it simply means how they put imerse force on you. You will not notice it but definitely it is something serious. And if you continue in a deserted way and live an abandoned life then you are also causing yourself harm. Let's be honest with everyone, even if you are a pro at what you do then i would say you are certainly the best at it. And not to make matters worst our image comes first before things we do
Let's be honest with reality and things that are around us, almost half of the people we meet in life today aren't truly what they show us they are, maybe in the outside that's what they are but eventually within time you will notice, even after the state we are in now it's never deservable.
At a sight of everything that's happening, people with certain responsibilities will have to prove how lucrative they are in handling certain situations at certain tiimes.
Imagine staying in a room together with people that smokes and as a matter to make life worst. They bully, cause problems and basically they make your life frustrating and they affect your mental health. it is never to be expected as your parents do not actually know what is going on. They just believe things happen the way you want it, but they are the ones that tell you not to do this or that and not to follow this people or that person and it just basically makes them believe or think that it is good parenting..
Lies they keep telling us I'm wondering if our parents will ever try to put their place in our shoes and think and imagine what we are actually going through, nevertheless with prayer and how things happen, they will never remain the same. If you're careful enough and think twice before doing anything you will definitely and certainly make it.
